Hello.

Another start of another blog.

I have been writing for years on my blogs. I have too many blogs that I don't have the time and energy any more to maintain.

It's weird in a sense that my many blogs represent the too many phases of life that I have lived through. And now as I am in the thick of another, very long phase.. I find myself longing to write again.

Perhaps less perfectly, and less eloquently. I no longer have the liberty to proofread my posts for like an hour each time lol. There are just too many commitments pulling me away.

Also, some of the darker thoughts I have.. I feel so guilty of them, that they might never see the light of day.

But I guess.. We'll see.

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I have been soul searching for as long as I can remember.

Feeling stuck in my own thoughts, other times feeling free in my own company.

It is deceptively confusing, being an introvert.

One-half of the people expecting you to be wise because you have all these inner world that you keep to yourself.

One-half of the people expecting you to be a simpleton because you rarely say anything of importance.

And in the end, all you feel is alone..

Still searching..

And I don't think I will finally find what I'm looking for.

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It's okay.

Maybe I will find a few nuggets of wisdom along the way.